Tired of myspace and its 4am...

So, for some reason ive decided that im tired of blogging strictly on myspace... no one reads it and its... in my opinion... well it feels kind of juvenile to "blog" on myspace. its not. i think this is just me making an excuse to start another one. whatever. its 4am. actually its 4:08am. im planning on FINALLY moving out of the hershey housing tomorrow (or should i say today?) and im wondering if its even worth going to sleep right now... i just got back from keith's house. we had a bit of a tift if you will and i decided that sleeping there wasn't going to do me any good cause i wasnt going to fall asleep while i was there, so i might as well just drive back home and wake up in my bedroom where i can at least wake up and start packing right away. it finally hit me about 10 minutes ago that i am, in fact, at the VERY LEAST, starting to get tired, but i just dont feel like sleeping. id love to describe the state of mind that im in right now but i dont really think there's an adequate enough word for it. i mean i guess i could say "sad" but... that doesnt even seem right. maybe its just hormones... maybe its wintertime. ::shrugs:: some day ill be able to stop using those as excuses.

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i love you and i wish we wouldnt go to bed angry at each other, especially over stupid shit. ::sigh::